Life is always like a roller-coaster. Have been occupied by someones nagging and over protective-ness . Especially her nonsensical thoughts ,traumas & threats . Really sick ! I thought helping out with the Hari Raya preparations , household will atleast lessen her burden and make her smile more .. But no . Always talk to her when she's home also not helping .
Instead she want me to sit home , not go out . Shit ! Can't even have my own time . How often do i have time for myself ? Its like most of the time work la ! 1 day go out , come home late also got problem . Its not that i don't go home , I'll never do that . She'll be screaming at the phone and the threatens me of all the nonsense and find fault with me . WTF ! Sister has been sick lately , and of course dad DOES NOT help much . Instead pushing his responsibilities to me . Her side of siblings keep giving pressure . Doesn't even help with the new maid coming . Financially to be precise ! She's been taking care of the father & mother and also the bed-ridden sibling . The least everyone can do is try to help her financially . HELLO ! She also has a family too . Then what am i and Syasya ? Everything push to her . Wonder woman is it ?
And to Mohd Afith ,
I don't give a damn care who you are in the family . Sikit-sikit pinjam duit . U think my mother is a mobile bank is it ? Kasi pinjam sekali dua dah naik sedap . Kau pikir mak aku banyak duit pe ? Mane duit kau pergi ? Nak beli barang mahal beh takde duit pinjam orang . Tulah dah berhutang keliling pinggang baru nak carik mummy kan . Nak pinjam duit tapi Hari Raya , susah sangat nak jumpe mummy & nenek and atok . Kau manusia ape ni ? Mampos pon cantik .
Presssure Pressure Pressure .
I'm lucky that I have a bf and his family who listens and understands me . I really aprreciate it u guys . Especially bf & Mom . Love u guys a lot .
