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Stupid old hag
Friday, February 6, 2009
Its pretty stupid for an old lady to keep hanging to the past , especially on her own daughter's. Its 2009 , its 21st century . Fuck lar when people say older , is wiser . It will only apply to non-psychotic , trustworthy mums that really listen and appreciate their child , while giving them advise and support despite the wretched past they have.
Honestly , i'm not trying to be rude or offensive , but what happened yesterday and few days before has left me speechless . Being old , experienced lah so called , doesn't give u the fucking right to break a person's temporary rice bowl . Its the same as your an employer of a big company and sacked someone .
Your bullshit reason was : The little one can't handle stress , I don't want her to have mental stress or depression .
My reply would be , how I wish you would think for me that way when i was in primary school and stop beating me up instead . You pampered her , till she has no bloody respect for anyone older or younger than her. She says what she wants , rebels whenever she likes and for me as the older one , scolding her and telling whats wrong , is my mistake , and I would get punished if I make the little one cry . After which from last time ntah berape zaman dulu ,you will say "kau asik nak marah adik kau je , sebelah kan org luar dari family! ".
Weren't you're the one who said , orang luar boleh jadik family , family boleh jadik orang luar ? If you keep pressuring me , saying things that i'm not and do the things i don't like , what makes you think I will do things that you like ? Not fair . Especially when i'm not used to lie to you anymore , well maybe , I shall start rebelling once more , till you open your eyes big and stop your complains and stereo-typing attitude .
I made it till this far , graduating soon in march . Getting a job . Atleast, I can help you in a thing or two in the house . But no , you would say i'm a big dissapoinment , since I'm not able to get into a polytechnic and landed in ITE. Well , sorry . Not everyone can fullfill one's expectations , especially when it keeps on going sky high with every request. Btw about the financial and stuff , its not our fault cos as far as we know , we don't spend till hunderds or thousands in your money . So long if money's concern you'll be the most selfish person on earth. When actually you trust your siblings more than us . They use you for money when they are in need . Now , when you needed help the most , your depressed state , where you cry sometimes at night , they don't come and help , they will just say , no money . Can't help .
Who was there when you cried , its me and adik ok . When giving a $10 for school is difficult , you can give others more such as $20 , $50 . Well done ! And now , you said , pergi lah kau dgn night shift kau , dgn jantan kau , dgn kawan-kawan kau , tk payah balik . Pure psychotic nonsense . You were the one who taught me to rebel , the one who pushed me to my limits. The amount of abuse , vulgarity that you threw to me , don't you ever think of that ? Which human will keep bowing down and say yes ? This is not the old kampung days. We now don't exagerate and keep talking about the problem , we find a solution to it
Nak maki hamun ke nak membebel ke , suke hati lah. You want everything to be your way right, perfectionist?
Go find people that will bow down to you k , cos i know my limits ..