It was true as all has predicted ,
It was lies all along ,
A lie ,
Denial to all ...
Only you thats in me ,that
no matter how much pain ,
how far we are ,
u still there ,
peeking to see how I was ..
The hurt I felt now ,
was much more than last time .
We had our time ,
to enjoy , have fun together ,
but I sticked with my stupid thinking ..
If i were to keep it ,
it will be a gift , our precious gift ..
I know yr still there reading every entry of mine ,
i know u still care ...
In the darkest hour ,
I'm typing ,
to you ..
U know who you are ..
I really missed you ..
I pretended to move on all along ,
but deep in ,
only God knows ..
I'm your enigma ,
Stubborn enigma ...
*not refering to Farhan , thank you