Yesterday was totally ass . Mummy caught me smoking siak ! Idiot sia . Haha . Actually I was from Papa's Pizza . Went up cause Bear told me to come up and chill . So , fine I went up . Went up at 9.30 . Norhan was doing pizza , bear wasn't around , send orderlah as usual . Kacau-kacau Norhan , dah lame tak kekek tuh mcm . Then got KFC chicken and spicy zinger burger . I heated up the zinger burger at the pizza oven . Too bad , the burger bread was burned . Tak makan lah . Just eat the patty . Pedas nak mampos . Maklumlah tak makan pedas sangat . Then bear came back , Norhan's turn send order . Chit-chat about Dan and lots of stuff . I almost cried . Things happen like in a blink of an eye . Norhan came back , and started singing . Start kecoh again . It fun tau . Although theres only 2 people , can really become kecoh . I like . Smoked with them before going home . Sampoerna . Then went home . I think the smell still sticks on me thats why . Go straight to the toilet then wash face and wash mouth . When I opened the door, Mummy was just outside the toilet . Then she told me to sit at the front sofa . Then kena lecture , marah and told me too stop immediately . I can duh ! But tengah stress-stress nie , susah liao ! She also mentioned about my past mistakes and how my future husband would react if i did the same in the future . I was like " Mummy lamer lagi lah orang nak nikah , ya allah , ape nie mummy ?" . She kept insisting if my attitude won't change , as in being rebellious , defiant and cannot listen , no guys would take me for their bride and also anak menantu . Pala hotak ! Lamer lagi lah !! Hate it when she talks about marriage . Bodoh nye !

I wonder is that the reason why it happened . Only God knows . Atleast now Mummy knows that I pierced my nose , smoke . Tak yah tipu . . heee

I still remember how you hold and kissed my hand .