Much apologise to all readers . Have been very busy lately with relationships , school as usual as assignments not forgetting problems . Love is such a very confusing thing . I'm not sure how I'm going to say this but , I'm afraid love in me might be fading away . I no longer believe in true love . What I have in me now is lust and I just need satisfaction. I know I'm comitted but , problems are building up and its such a burden . I want freedom and more freedom . Suddenly I feel that I'm turning into someone not me . Why ? I'm becoming my old self again . Forgive me Izzul for saying this . I don't want to be a player like how I used to . Only GOD decides . There's so much to do but so little time . Love-love , I know you meant well and point is noted . I wanna be free . I want what I want ! I don't want to pretend to be miss goodie two shoes anymore . Its time that some people take responsibilities of their own actions . Plus , its time not to take side Ayah anymore . I want to let the inner me be free again . Although it will cause self-destruction and havoc , but its worth the satisfaction . My Bioscience results will be out tomorrow . (twist fingers) GOD let me pass . I admit that I didn't study the night before it . I stayed up late at night , ended up sleeping 2am in the morning . Michi , Razi and Faizal will know why okeh . NAPFA just ended on wednesday . Lucky me it isn't as tough . Made an effort to keep fit by running at the treadmill after school for the past few days before the 2.4km run . I didn't pass my standing broad jump . Kena start lompat-lompat lagik nie . I get tired easily these days . Thinking of the path that I choose and at the same time cracking my brains on Nursing Studies and Bioscience . Its like every week there's a test . Nevermind . Passion for nursing katerkan ! LOL ! The coming test is on wednesday . Nursing Studies theory . The coming week will be practical . Phase test : Transfer Technique . I wanna score in this one !! There's a team building thingy tomorrow . Its a must to come cause , the teachers took $10 from us . If we want to get the $10 back we have to attend the activity and attendance will be marked . Cunning faculty . DARNS ! Aru pkir mau balik cepat . Cis ! I love my class . Those effing GEREK kakis are there . Its like you can talk about any topic and I mean ANY ! All will be supportive and open . Cool tau ! I'll be updating tomorrow again ok . Much love and flying kisses to all of ya readers .