Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Apologises for not updating my blog . Yes a lot has happen . I'll update lots of pics after I get you people update with my daily routines and events . I should be making notes and memorising those nursing stuff , but maybe for today I would spent more time for myself reflection blogging . Ok . First of all HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIN! ROCK ON BABE !Yes , I'm quite busy lately balancing myself with my love life , my desired needs and of course nitec in nursing kush ! Yes , I've been naughty and bad lately . Skipping school . Atleast I had an MC okeh . I need to let the bank stamp and chop my GIRO form so I took an MC and after which , went to the bank at Tampines to get my thumbprints right . Ialso watched two movies on Tuesday . That the day I took an MC . Thanks to fadly for the treat . Much love and flying kisses to you !! School book are still MIA -ing . Money is here , now the book comes in next week in the school book shop . Darns ! I'm at fault caused I spent $3oo that mummy placed in bank for my school stuffs like theres no tomorrow . I really REGRET it !! Plus I'm being too dependant on hubby . I do miss the slacking and happy hours with love-love and the rest . But what to do ... I have not been in good terms with hubby these few days . Fine I'll express everything here . Hubby promised to go to school together ended up him , being late always . It pisses me off honestly . I had to wait like one mudderfarking statue and become a poster face for that duration . It sarks ok .. If its one time , two time ... Fine . And now its like everyday . Bullshit nia ! I'm a VERY IMPATIENT GIRL . I ADMIT ! especially with guys ! I simply cannot tolerate farking excuses and sorry-ness anymore . Sorry sorry but do again . Defeats the very purpose of saying sorry . Just now late again .. Mintak kena sampiong je ni jantan . Aku tau lah kau dah 19 tak yah suroh aku ari2 tunggu kans ? BENGAP ! Amik kau ubat . Farking pissed ok . Just a few minutes ago he msged me saying that fever is coming up . He's having sorethroat and flu . Yes , signs of fever . At the first placed I told him his nicotine intake was too high , YET he INSISTED he's okay and puffed more ! Bloody hell ! Dah ckp tak nak dgr benda dah jadik , tau sakit ; complain ! Now I malas . No more reminders , no more warnings . I go with the flow , if I'm too conservative or possesive for you , kindly SHOO from my life . I have enough sorrows , miseries and heartbreaks to handle .Plus the other one isn't doing fine either . FARK YOU OKAY ! Cannot accept me for who I am now , please leave ! No use patching and breaking up over small things again and again . I'm not you sex doll DOG and neither am I your servant that has no feelings ! You're a DOG **** ! I'm seriously unstable now in my love life . I wish to say no more of it . Feels much better after vomitting out every poison that I've consumed . Pain pain and more pain. When will it ever stop . Jadik full-time player aru tau . Mampos satu-satu jantan aku dendam ! KEBABIAN uh semua. To Lyn, Lily, Wahidah & Nadiah ; K GO !! Labels: LOVE IS STUPID SUCKS IDIOTIC THINGY TO ME
