I'm so deeply IN LOVE with IZZUL DINIE BIN ABDUL GAFFAR . Its not because of a teddy bear okey , but because of him , my wounds are healing and believe it or not I'm able to move on without that fucking bustard . Its true . Love needs time . You have spent time with each other to feel the love and you know the relationship stuff . To be honest , I didn't think that things will get serious and he can touch my heart this deep . We didn't know each other well when we started this relationship . When he got my no. we straight went steady . Unbelievable right ?We did have quarrels . Part and parcel of relationship you see . I REALLY LOVE HIM . Just one thing , I'm just afraid that I'll love him so much that if anything happens one day, I just might not accept the fact and reality of that situation . I'm so touched ok . He's automatic . He's the kind of guy that I've been searching for , like for the past years of my life . He's really different. In short I LOVE YOU IZZUL ! I PROMISE WE WILL GO FAR !