official opening of my blog okey people .

2010-12-20T20:50:00.002+08:00

Its almost Christmas !

Sadly , W32 chalet is over . Although I didn't attend the first half of the party , the 2nd half (overnight) was as fun . Love stayed too . Best kan ?

I met up with dearest HB lovelies . Although its 5 of us but still worthsome . Hopefully more meet ups to come , like the sci ctr thingy on 8th & 15th Jan . I love you guys !

And me & boyfriend have never beenn better . Love you very much my love ! An hancem , An cute ! Hehe ...

Live It

2010-12-07T14:46:00.003+08:00

End of year is around the corner . So much things have happened . Time flies . At the end of it , I still choose to enjoy my life . Why ? Cos at the end of the day , I only have myself , me & i . The benefits , satisfaction , consequences , happiness , sadness will only be felt by me . No one will pick you up , gotta stand up on your own . Fall , feel the pain ? Endure , just get back up and walk .

Ward's chalet is coming up real soon . And i'm on pm shift on that day . Hmmphh ! Nvm . I'll be overnight-ing . Anticipating the fun and blast we're gonna have ! Can't wait !

Later , i'm going over to bf's place . Need to make up the 7 girls for the dance ... And i'm spending most of my leave with bf . Glad things have gone better and hopefully he'll be more open to options ... If not , i'll destroy u first before you destroy me .

I miss my gfs . Risa & Fika lincah la holiday . Aku nak jumpe korang la !

And to dearest Fadhilah , sorry about what I said . I didn't meant it to hurt you . Forgive me bff !

Etiqa , just be strong . Remember what your sister said , you're the only one that can bring the family to the proper path . Whatever it is , I'm always here for you b . Love you !

20

2010-11-28T08:51:00.002+08:00

Finally , turned 20 .

Thank you to those who turn up for my birthday bash . Thank you dearest Mummy for organising this for me . Family is Love . Thank you boyfriend for the tears and present . I know I loved it ! I just wish things were better before . Nvm . Will upload the pictures soonest . I know you're reading Zafirah . (=

My Life , My Way

2010-11-11T22:30:00.003+08:00

Work's great . Life's fine . Thank god for my smooth and fast recovery . And now busy schedule , back to work life . Never been happier . Living life to the fullest . (=

2010-11-02T23:08:00.003+08:00

Got a Big hug from best gf just now ! love ya gf .

2010-10-26T18:36:00.005+08:00

Appt's great today ! DVT scan done . No need to do anymore . The 6 stitch wounds at the back are clean , dry & closed . Physio with more stretches to do . No problemo ! X-ray is as before . Same as when they inserted the screws & rods during the operation . Just waiting for the bone to be strong and stabilize again . Consultant DID NOT extend the medical leave !! Back to work in 4 more days bebehs ! Time flies ...

WARD 32 LOVES ! Here I come !

Tomorrow

2010-10-25T10:08:00.003+08:00

Tmr's check-up !

It'll be a long stretch from 9.15am till 1 plus in the afternoon .

Then a short walk-here-and-there should be fine .

Pls don't extend . Impatiently waiting to start work again !

Gf's coming today ! yessa !

2

2010-10-23T14:20:00.002+08:00

The more I stay at home , the more I wanna go out .

Lil sister just finished her PSLE , so next year is safe for holiday plans . Thanks to Fadhillah for helping me book my annual leave for next year . I still have 2 more weeks to play with . Absolutely no plans . Its two more days till appointment . Light duty letter and off to work . Wanna start work a.s.a.p ! Will also be requesting off for 18th december for my H.B lovelies !

Hopefully things go well next year . Amin .

5 more days

2010-10-21T16:10:00.005+08:00

I'm eagerly counting down the days to the appointment .

One of my close uncles came just now . I'm quite suprised he gave me a different view of advice . Which is absolutely useful . I'm gonna end my hospitalization leave in 9 more days , hopefully . Have always been praying that the Dr. doesn't extend my hospitalization leave . I need to go out , start long walks and regain the stamina . No use sitting at home , keep on lying down and facing the four walls . Its really stressing . And my uncle supports that . He agreed that having walks and window shopping trips will help much better and also ease the mind . Cos he himself experienced it before . He also emphasized on will power ! Which is soo true ! I'm so gonna emphasize this to mummy ! Enough of sitting around ..

God Bless

2010-10-20T20:12:00.001+08:00

its 6 more bloody days till check up !

Stay at home has been too bored . Getting tired of nothing to do everytime .

TEN

2010-10-16T14:44:00.002+08:00

10 more days ... time flies ..

12 more days

2010-10-14T14:58:00.015+08:00

The pictures from fav cousin's open house . And yup lambat nak upload . Cos file besar mah .. hehes ! Currently bored at home , watching movies online . Have a good evening everyone .

God Bless

2010-10-10T09:56:00.002+08:00

Its 16 more days till I see my consultant . Deeply eager and excited for that appt ! They're gonna do an x-ray before seeing the consultant . I so want to see my placement of screws are still in place or not , after much movement . Cos i can really feel the bolt & nut under my skin . . .

& I really can't wait to get back to work . Night shifts and all . I somewhat miss the babies . Hehs ! Anyways , the physio says I can increase my duration of activity my 15mins every 2 weeks . So very soon get to swim & jogg again .. Only I can't bend too much . And hopefully , the consultant don't extend the HL . I really don't wanna stay home . My butt and feet are itching to walk about and move . There is so many things to do and so little time .

God Bless

♥

2010-10-04T15:19:00.002+08:00

♥ and I miss these two ! ♥

2010-10-04T10:14:00.004+08:00

mak lang , fira , me & mummy

2nd Oct 2010

Was Mak Intan's open house . It was food paradise . The sphagetti ,the prawns , the daging & chicken , the shepherd's pie, brownie , the cocktail ... sooo delicious ! It was ok for me to consume seafood already , so ape lagi .... badok ! The open house lasted till 10pm . And me and cousin's were helping to clear . Reached home arnd midnight . Shagged ! Lucky Namira brought her polaroid . Captured the kecoh moments with em ' . And now I badly want to go out and purchase my canon ixus already ! lols

3rd Oct 2010

Daddy's side came for Hari Raya . After 4 years of not meeting up . The little cousins have all grown . Some are secondary school already . And I suddenly feel so old .. Gosh ! Time really flies .. Love & Amy also came . Suprisingly lorr . Thought he's coming alone and at a later timing ... A bigger suprise , his Dad & Mom and Bean came up for hari raya and visiting also !!! Dah lame Wul tak jumpe Bean ! Dah skinhead sey ! hehehe !

Today

My Anlene concentrate is depleted . Gotta get some from NTUC . Mummy's gotta teman me wherever I go . And the hair needs a trim & cut badly !! And Daddy bought Mantra , Machete & Shutter Island for me . His little girl will be at home for 1 month mahh ... hehe ! And Love dahh kaye seyy today !!! Go shopping and enjoy your day k syg !

God Bless

Positivity

2010-10-01T20:11:00.006+08:00

♥ Farihim , Nurul , Syasya & Fira ♥

Thank You all that came to visit me , when I'm in hospital & at home . You people certainly make me better , and of course, laughter takes the pain away ...

Fira dearie , ini blogger cannot update your open house pictures . File very big lerr .

Every post i randomly put 1 okeys? Love youu cousin !

ps:

You're just a emo shit . Be gone

Liar , liar pants on fire ! hahaha ...

DeaD & GonE

2010-09-28T14:19:00.003+08:00

and i'm bacckkk from hospital !

Yes . I was admitted for 1 week at SGH . I undergo minor invasive surgery . I got titanium in me now . 4 of em' bebeh . Not a proud thingy , just glad to be back home sweet home . And through this , God has open up my eyes to a whole lot of things . Syukur Alhamdullilah . Never forget your family , no matter how much u have suffocated , or suffered , there is sure a blessing in disguise . For i'm grateful , that my family , has been always the pillar of support and not forgetting love's family too ! Also, my Ward 32 ladies and SGH Ward 76 team of nurses . Always there for me ...

Thank You .

For My Sweetest & Dearest Farhan,

Thank You , for being there for me every single day , after work . Although you're so damn tired , you still came for me . The food that you brought me . The lunchtime calls . Everything ! I love you so much ! Thank you again for your care , concern and support !

Pictures

2010-09-19T22:48:00.003+08:00

don't mind the Daddy ...

Syasya & Me

In white kurungs ...

Julaina (the fav.)

the Dahlan princess & me

Open House

2010-09-19T21:57:00.004+08:00

♥ Hot Pink in 2010 ♥

♥ Just like the mother ♥

♥ looking foward to end of next year lovebirds ♥

♥ 2010 Raya Couples ♥

♥ like the sister ♥

Yesterday's pictures from Weeya's camerra . Thank you for uploading superr fast yahh !

And i so look shagged and tired . Cos the night before I was working okay ...

The heels are not that killer too ! I managed to be taller by 1 cm , i guess . Next year 6 inches , just you wait ..

& I miss you all very much !

Today went to Fira's open house at Lakeside . Penat but what to do , my favourite cousin , sure will go . Just post 2nd night . Cam-whored a lot ! Using Fira's baby . But the pictures will be on hold , cos there's tonns of em' . But I'm in casual . Cos its open house cum Farihim's 21st birthday . Sorry birthday boy , i didn't get you anything . But hopefully the advice and warm hugs and wishes will carve a smile on your face and in your heart yahh ... and now , I'm sleeepy . Katil sudah memanggil tuhh .

Girlfriends

2010-09-18T08:56:00.005+08:00

Just got back from night shift . What a night . With great people some more !! Baik ! I'm in the nursery with Huda & Norain , and not forgetting Dr. Tony ! Greatest gerek kakiss ! And we listened to lagu raya till MJ12 , semangats pe .. So tonight will be with Kak Siti & Huda again . But still quite tired lor after night shift ..

Thanks to my girls again for being there whenever I need them . Indeed , this is what we call family . Ohana ; no one gets left behind .. I guess the bed is calling already . Goodnights world !

God Bless

2010-09-17T13:33:00.001+08:00

Lies . . . .

In my own world

2010-09-15T08:53:00.002+08:00

Finally having my off .

The NNJ's in the ward keep on increasing day by day . Kecoh nursery aku ! On the other hand , the ward is ok . Lols ! Night shift coming up very soon . I sukeee !!!

For the raya celebrations , most house have been covered . Only left 2 houses and nyayi side jer . Dunno will be able to visit nyayi this year tak . Haven't visited Love's house yet , that one also undecided . This year , the raya is so different . Haish ... Going to Mak Ngah's house on the 19th Sept . My post-night summore . Mati liao , and 2nd Oct to Mak Intan's house .

So lost and confused now .. Why do i keep thinking about that ? But definitely not now . . .

God Bless

Selamat Hari Raya

2010-09-10T13:50:00.003+08:00

raya mood down but time with frens are what i always look forward to . . .

3 days

2010-09-07T20:27:00.003+08:00

Had a nice ND last night .

Suddenly felt like going for more night shifts . Shared a few issues with Sharmila and Rosanna yesterday night . I guess loving is the word . But , nahh . Susah datang . Better do something for myself , for the long run . Atleast it will be mine for life . No matter how risky it is . Gonna start gambling with my life again . For that , forgive me mummy . I know you don't like , but u have to consider what I like . Hopefully , when the time comes , you'll finally give me your blessing .

God Bless

4 days

2010-09-06T00:51:00.002+08:00

Currently at work...

Went geylang with Love & his friends yesterday. Buka at Bedok first then arnd 8.45pm proceed to geylang . As usual, weekends are packed . We searched for Love's baju raya . But in vain , no size . And Hot pink is quite hard to find .. hehe . Love wasn't feeling well alrdy . Kesian my love .. Sorry have to endure the rounding at Geylang by foot . End up the friends went to Simpang Bedok first ,while we continue to search . By then it was midnight already. So Love passed me 50 bucks to buy his baju raya myself . He cannot tahan alrdy ...

Decided to go Golden Landmark today . But Ayah said to try pasar Geylang . So today I had a father-daughter shopping day . Ayah bought his . He refused to wear pink . So red pun jadi lorr. For a very good price . Love's baju also don't have . Got colour but no size . Then headed to Joo Chiat complex . Finally , after going through a lot of diffetrent shops, got the size and exactly the same colour as my kebaya . What a luck ! Harga baguss ! Settle !

Then headed to Mustafa Centre to buy barang rumah . Proceed to Turf City to get Ayah's long sleeve. Back to home sweet home before my night shift . I need the beauty sleep tau . 1hr 30mins pun jadi la . To work & now missing my Love alrdy ... Gd night syg . Makan ubat and sleep . Love you & sweet dreams .

Its 4 more days bebehss ...
God Bless

7 days to Hari Raya

2010-09-03T12:32:00.003+08:00

Its 7 more days to Hari Raya Aidilfitri . Lagu raya is playing in the radio very frequently . Just don't know why this year , the raya mood is not there . The baju raya is tailored , curtains bought , hari raya goodies in the making , but still the feeling is not there . How ?

Last night was fabulous . Got to meet up with my B.A.B.E after a long time . But i know , a lit lmao kans? Cos most of them come after work except for me . Hehe . Now just waiting for Wahidah to send the pictures .

Going to Geylang bazaar tomorrow with Love and his friends . Iftar and buy his baju raya . Pinky pink! Till here ...

God Bless

9 more days to Hari Raya 2010

2010-09-01T22:11:00.002+08:00

I enjoyed a great deal of time Iftar-ing with my colleagues at Sakura International Cairnhill . Always blessed to have these bunch of sweethearts .

Next is Iftar with Lynn , Wyda & Nadiah tomorrow . Hopefully everyone comes and no last minute U-turns ey ... I'm so looking foward ladies . Its has been like what ... almost 2 years of no meet ups . I miss you girls so much !

Iftar

2010-08-29T14:43:00.002+08:00

Buka-ing outside today ! Finally get to meet em' . I miss everyone already . Will sure hug Ameera Humayrah ! hahaha ! Buah tangan shall be .......

All the way to ION for this .

The baju raya siap already . Damn excited . Thank you Michelle for doing a fabulous job . After this , will send all the cloths to you . Both the kebaya and kurung is damn gorgeous ! Thank you again .

God Bless

2010-08-24T21:20:00.003+08:00

Going crazy , browsing through the make-up palettes online . Awfully tempting !! By midnight , pay's in . A lot of things to do nurul ... Step by step .

Finally found my certificates especially SFTH part one . If not kena repeat the programme again, as Sister said . I escaped ISO audit totally . Tomorrow night shift and another night shift , then nights off . Baik pe ? Then off to buka puasa with Nyayi , Uncle & new Auntie and Daddy .

Off to watch Jelita ..

2010-08-22T15:24:00.002+08:00

Todays the 12th day of fasting . Time flies very fast . Enjoying every bit of it . Although its quite challenging while working , but its ok . Soon its gonna be raya . And to date , boyfriend hasn't bought his baju raya . Dunno when . Haven't met him and the family for quite a while . Missing all of them .

Busy with work and mostly at home . Haven't met friends for iftar yet . The 31st will be with the KKH ladies at Sakura International , while 2nd Sept with my b.a.b.es . Lots more to prepare for hari raya . Headache .... headache ... dunno where to start . haizz ...

p.s confused , somethings wrong somewhere...

2010-08-11T21:18:00.006+08:00

Happy 3rd Birthday Inchiro Shaquille

The load of presents he got ! Awesome much !

The Oh-So Delicious cake . Ben 10 yaw !

Ameera Humairah aka Lady Gaga . Lol !

Kak Syasya

The Lovebirds ; Mike & Weeya

♥ Us ; me & Love ♥

The belated photos on Bean's 3rd Birthday .

2010-08-10T13:36:00.005+08:00

Fasting month will officially start tomorrow . The 2nd time I'm fasting while working . Insyallah boleh . Last few days have been busy .

Friday : bought Bean's birthday present . Celebrated his birthday at the school with Love . Cutting the cake there , and giving goodie bags to his classmates . Then spent time with Love .

Saturday : Bean's birthday bash , at Goldkists chalet . Was fun , especially with face painting . The cake cutting was quite long and Bean was already impatient with his presents . Hehe . So while the little ones were having games , Love & me and Aun , went fishing nearby . Love caught a small fish . Then 2nd catch was an eel . Aun didn't catch anything . So we headed back to chalet . Bean's birthday cake was Ben 10's theme . It was indeed very delicious .

Monday : Its Singapore's 45th birthday . I spent time with Love after work . It wasn't those going out see fireworks , eat out or etc . But it was just at his crib watching the parade together . Simple but warm . Then we had late dinner together at Madinah's before he send me home .

♥Love you Farhan . I'm all his and only his ♥

For fasting month , as usual , my KKH ladies will buka together . Prolly at Sakura International at orchard . No other plans yet . To Fika & Risa , kiter buka again like last year can ? But different location hor . I really miss you guys !

p.s Damn ! I need my camera !

2010-07-30T13:09:00.002+08:00

First of all ,

Happy Nurses Day to all nurses & midwives out there !

Secondly ,

Congratulations to Nur Aishah Senan on the delivery of her 2nd baby boy !

See you later at night !

Fasting Month

2010-07-27T20:53:00.002+08:00

How fast time flies . . .

Its going to be fasting month already and i have yet to pay back last year's debt . Schedule's been hectic . I can definitely say I am feeling the pressure . Gotta know how to save my ass and cover my buttholes nowadays . People being extremely nice around me when actually they are just so-so . The sweeties are somewhat smiley-less at work . Hopefully i can survive till I'm gone .

Amin . . .

My love has been very busy nowadays . Meeting a little less . Nvm love . I understand the situation you're in . He's busy with appointments and work but never fail to pamper me when we meet . Loving you has always been right . Impatiently waiting to meet up on Sunday . Love you Farhan .

God Bless

2010-07-22T13:03:00.002+08:00

Life is always like a roller-coaster. Have been occupied by someones nagging and over protective-ness . Especially her nonsensical thoughts ,traumas & threats . Really sick ! I thought helping out with the Hari Raya preparations , household will atleast lessen her burden and make her smile more .. But no . Always talk to her when she's home also not helping .

Instead she want me to sit home , not go out . Shit ! Can't even have my own time . How often do i have time for myself ? Its like most of the time work la ! 1 day go out , come home late also got problem . Its not that i don't go home , I'll never do that . She'll be screaming at the phone and the threatens me of all the nonsense and find fault with me . WTF ! Sister has been sick lately , and of course dad DOES NOT help much . Instead pushing his responsibilities to me . Her side of siblings keep giving pressure . Doesn't even help with the new maid coming . Financially to be precise ! She's been taking care of the father & mother and also the bed-ridden sibling . The least everyone can do is try to help her financially . HELLO ! She also has a family too . Then what am i and Syasya ? Everything push to her . Wonder woman is it ?

And to Mohd Afith ,

I don't give a damn care who you are in the family . Sikit-sikit pinjam duit . U think my mother is a mobile bank is it ? Kasi pinjam sekali dua dah naik sedap . Kau pikir mak aku banyak duit pe ? Mane duit kau pergi ? Nak beli barang mahal beh takde duit pinjam orang . Tulah dah berhutang keliling pinggang baru nak carik mummy kan . Nak pinjam duit tapi Hari Raya , susah sangat nak jumpe mummy & nenek and atok . Kau manusia ape ni ? Mampos pon cantik .

Presssure Pressure Pressure .

I'm lucky that I have a bf and his family who listens and understands me . I really aprreciate it u guys . Especially bf & Mom . Love u guys a lot .

2010-07-12T09:31:00.007+08:00

Berinai time

Me & Love

Kak Faridah's little sunshine

Me , kak Jam & Fadhilah

Kak Jam & Huda

Huda & Huda .

Me & Fadhilah

Here's the pictures from Norain's solemnization day , Saturday , 10th July 2010 .

She's drop dead beautiful . All the best babe . Kiter semua doakan jodoh ini sehingga ke akhir hayat . Amin .

2010-07-09T10:31:00.003+08:00

Meeting the sweetheart later . Will be watching 2 movies back to back today . Cos I really wanna watch Eclipse & Predators badly . And the bf doesn't really like romance and sci-fi movies . So my treat . Its ok . All on me today love . The Last Airbender will be your treat ok syg ... (=

To dearest Norain whose ending her singlehood tomorrow officially ,

All the best my friend . Wishing your marriage full of happiness and love , till eternity . Although the bachelorette outing thingy tak menjadi , but its ok . The preparation itself is busy . You've been not only a friend but also a sister to me . See you tomorrow at your solemnization and at work after your honeymoon . Hopefully , a few months later your tummy will get cuter . Lols !

God Bless

2010-07-05T09:35:00.007+08:00

Farhanurul

Mikeweeya

Candid

Bean took this picture

the Cousins

Congrats to Shasha on her engagement , 3rd July 2010 .

The lady definitely looked gorgeous . There was a small makan-makan under the void deck . Best part was Mom's durian kueh . I went home quite early that day .

Now I'm post night . How shall i describe it ? Sleepy & tired . But still stubborn to put up the pictures . Its been so long I wanna put up the pictures in the blog . I had a nice night though . No admissions . Few LSCS . Great people to work with . Gerek ! Watch New Moon from Enling's Iphone . Never watched it before . So kinda jakun . I watch the first part with love at my crib on the free SCV preview thingy . And yes , gonna catch the 3rd , Eclipse once its out . I think I'm gonna buy the New Moon dvd later .

The ward's going through renovation . Up to level 7 in the meantime . They say its big . Nursery's big . Good . More room for newborns & jaundice babies . Btw credits to Weeya & Mike for the pictures . Won't type much now . The bed is calling ...

God Bless

2010-07-01T19:20:00.003+08:00

The blog is so not interesting . No pictures ! Yeah . Won't be having yet cos I'm gonna change the cam to the new Ixus canon model . Only God knows when .

Todays the off day . Like macam not off day . Not able to sit at home and relax tau , but gotta buy the preparations for Hari Raya . Went with Mummy to Joo Chiat Complex to buy the curtains , cushion covers and tablecloths . Price is not bad . Lucky we bought it now . Cos confirm during fasting month the price will jack up already . Went to look around for Bf's baju kurung also . Survey-survey ... Got a few nice pieces but still , gotta bring him there .

Yesterday the dinner with Julaina was awesome . We ordered BBQ Stingray , 2 Tiger Prawns each 180g , Sour sweet chicken , Prawn Omellette & Calamari . We thought semua blei habis , check-check the chicken was left out . Not quite tasty though . The rest finished . No space for desserts even . Was thinking of having Ice Kachang , cannot make it lah ..

Now left with the Family's eat out at Sakura , the K.C.N treat & ward treat . Bf , your's a suprise okay . Sayang youuuu many-many ! Working pm shift tomorrow , feeling like wanna buy the ward treat besok ... Hmmm .. See how ...

Later going CP to buy curtains for the rooms at Metro . Update soon yeah

God Bless

2010-06-30T13:16:00.002+08:00

The pay is in . Damn nice ! I love the digits this month .

I've paid the bills , present bought , suprise done . Sentosa trip was fun , although got quite a burn on the shoulders . Bf's family treat cum Amy's suprise birthday on 25th June was just a simple one .

Still , lots more to accomplish . The family treat will be on Sunday before the night shift . Today will be Julaina's 2nd treat to Newton Seafood . Thursday will be out with mum hunting for the curtains , cushion covers & table cloth . Now impatiently waiting for the next week roster and Coleen's return from Phillipines . Saturday's bf's cousins engagement . Full of programs this week .

Looks like my shoes & heels can only be bought next month's pay. Too much things to buy this month . Currently at work now . Breaktime and 2 more hours till we're dismissed . Quick please !

God Bless

2010-06-22T21:41:00.002+08:00

2 days time & lots of things to do

The present . The palletes . Sentosa Trip with Bf . The mummy & daughter pedicure treat . The family treat . Bf family treat . The Ward treat . The Coleen . Keisha . Nurul treat . The curtains , cushion covers & tablecloths . Mampos la ini maciam !

Tomorrow's the night shift again . Happy lor ! More $$ and with great people doing the night shift . Busy or not , its the culture . The way things are . Empty beds are meant to be filled up . lols ! I'll be doing the ward then followed by nursery and yadaa yadaa yadaa ... Then just nice on the morning of payday , gotta go do some errands with mummy . Busy busy till no time to sleep .

kk .. csi started

chiao loves
God Bless

2010-06-09T13:45:00.003+08:00

Last 2 days has not been good for bf . Not only he got allergic reactions after eating seafood but yesterday bf developed allergic reactions due to painkillers , super puffy eyes & inflammed airway. Aiyo ! Woken up by bf's phone call at 3plus morning . SOB & can't open his eyes already. Early morning at TTSH with Mom . Given the i/v's & neb. Stayed at triage for a while then luckily he can go home . While i'm at home , I'm imagining the worst situation and praying that nothing serious happens . Sleeping is the last thing in my mind . Called mom hourly for his update .

In the morning bought Campbell soup for love then Ayah send me to love's crib . Mom also not asleep. Talking to the neighbour. Really saddens me to see him in that state . With the puffy eyes . The worst pre-orbital swelling i've seen . He's sleeping soundly . Syukur alhamdullilah . Help mom with the cooking then mom need to fetch nenek from TTSH also . Bf's nenek also ill . Then bf woke up , joked around with him . Telling me what the Dr. said and reactions of the Dr. when he came in with sunglasses early morning . lols ! Made for him coffee and the Campbell soup . Spent the rest of the day with him and went home around 7.30pm .

Now he's asleep . He did his project early morning . Slept late . Get well soon ok love . I've read your fb . So sweet of you . I love you too okay .

Next week my treat for Karate Kid !

God Bless

2010-05-31T20:21:00.002+08:00

Things are getting pretty clear now .

Patience nurul ... Anyway, Happy 50th Birthday Mom .

Sorry didn't come for the dinner .

Fira Adila , you'll always be mine no matter what happens k . Always in the family !

Love you

p.s pig fly .. haha ! The sentence that really made me laugh .

2010-05-28T10:52:00.002+08:00

And again the blog is dusty ...

Finally today i got my ph . Enjoying the day at home . With mummy cooking sambal prawn & steam fish for the family . Soddapp ! Work has been alright . Just the change of shifts in between are really disturbing . Especially when you have plans . Gotta give way to work . Nvm . Still got other days . Mom's birthday will be this Sunday . Celebrating on Saturday after work . Lucky got morning shift .

Blog is kinda boring now cos i don't get to upload pictures . Simply cos i'm using a small temporary lappy from Ayah . Disc pun tkle masok . Gotta use external stuffs . I think till here . Wanna see youtube .

God Bless

Money Money

2010-05-05T10:13:00.002+08:00

Damn . Haven't updated my blog for quite a while ..

Been very busy with work . Have been on night shifts lately , more $$ lor .. Hehe . The bdan also dah mintak ampun . Dah start sakit-sakit . But nvm . The 2 off days shall be able to recuperate . Haven't met the bf for a week alrdy . Both busy la kans ... pfftt ! Nvm kalau perlu then meet kan ? Sukati .

Have been thinking a lot lately . Guess things gotta be like this so be it lor . I have been spending my money like water . I hate it , really . Cos at the end of the day , you'll be like , "duit aku pergi mane ? " I do want to achieve lots of things in life ,but i think at my stage now , I gotta take it slow and steady . Everythings has to have lots of focus and patience . Sabar nurul .. Since I can't get it 1 way , I can always try another .

And so I just got home from night shift . The bf has started school . So as long as he doesn't start his mischief again , its fine with me . Anyway , I'm missing my gfs already . Shall meet up soon yer .

Having a cousin that can gossip and share the problems and happiness is really a bonus point in the family . Thanks Fira , for your never ending support . Family gathering is mostly looked foward when you came into the family . The smile and jokes that we crack will always make my day , and let me dissolve into the positive side of life . The smile and warm hugs we had will always be remembered . I love you . Must always remember that k .

God Bless

2010-04-18T22:30:00.002+08:00

Currently bored !

Two off days straight in a row. How boring ? Nvm . The boyfriend is currently out, fishing . Hopefully tomorrow I'm occupied . Gonna make a call , and hopefully there's a slot in office hours . Its like 5 more days till pay day ! So gonna save up ! A lot of things I wanna buy , better save in another account . If not , $$ gone .

So in need in pedicure . Think this time will be scarlet . Has been pinkish shade all along . And again , goodness .... I"M FUCKING BORED !

God Bless

Patience Nurul . . . .

2010-04-16T20:23:00.003+08:00

See that pretty babe up there ? Thats my most gerek cousin !! The knowledgeable make-up artist i must say ! We just met up recently ! Damn i miss u like bloody truckloads ! Whenever we met , the problems , the gossips , the bitchin' all starts . And yes , thank you Fira , for the never-ending tips & advices . Yes , I shall wait for you to come and clear the breakouts ! I think my skin is damn sensitive . I can only use mild powder ... till that extend u know . You're a strong babe . All the hardships , the downs and the unhappiness you faced , u survived ! We all here shall pray for everything to go smoothly k . No more nonsense yeah ! u know i know . U know i'll always be here to hear u out kan ? hehe ! Shall meet u pretty soon . In the meantime , I'm gonna do somethings to try and clear the breakouts . Kite nak date out dgn awak 1 day yer !

Today is quite interesting . Spent half of the day on Heelprick In-service . Woohoo ! Can do heelprick already ! Take SB and hypocount for babies . In kkh , when you need to take babies blood sugar or SB level, only qualified staff can take . Cos you're handling babies . Although from Nitec in Nursing , you pass out and can do hypocount , it will only be for the mother's . Not baby's . Need to complete that checklist & submit to NDU . Shall complete it in night shifts . Banyak bleh buat , especially now NNJ is permanent in my ward . Blueks !

The boyfriend just woke up . Dier pergi fishing pagi-pagi bute with Mike ! Kopet punye org !

p.s Fira lu tkmo lupa HALO-HALO dgn gua tau ! (=

2010-04-15T19:15:00.002+08:00

Supposedly to do pm shift today , but manpower short ... again . But its ok . Atleast in the evening I can watch the finale episode of The Seeker . Thought of asking lil sis to video the show for me . Haha ! To that extend ! Coleen called arnd 7.15am . So got up , bathed and trained to Novena & took cab to KKH . If I took 67 , the B.Timah route will be jam up & the shuttle bus queue at Sq 2 was horribly long . Meaning I don't think I can get on the first bus . Instead of wasting time , took the cab . Fare wasn't much . Distance was near . Hehe ! Gatal ! Naik cab je ! Reached work around 8.35am . Assigned to nursery .

Quite busy . Admission's and discharges as usual . Went for the break at 11.30am .. Lambat siols ! By the time staff louge da bukak , ok pe .. Then continued wrk and pass over to pm shift . Pm shift was a bit more busy . Thank god i picked up the call . Evelyn on mc . Short off staff again . But its ok for nursery . WICU girls came to help feeding . Outside the Keishashree running around with Darshan & Tan K.K . God bless her ! hehe !

Yesterday ,

Went to bf's SB class chalet at Costa Sands P.Ris . Gerek ! I learnt new games and the food was not bad . Although the udang was literally burnt ! haha ! Mcm bf ckp , org yg bbq kan itam jugak ! huahua ! Of course I remembered the familiar faces that went jalan raya last year . Thanks bf for bringing me . Although i know the journey from Yishun to P.Ris to Teck Whye Lane and back to Yishun wasn't smooth and long dan lamer . Especially when TPE tutop . Long way to go to east side hor . Love ya bf !

off to watch the seeker !!!

God Bless

BOREDOM

2010-04-12T15:49:00.002+08:00

Today's off day ! !

And i woke up like 11am . Boyfriend's coming after his practical . Get to spend time with him after like dayss of not meeting . Initially planned to eat spring chicken from Tendermeat .We went there but it was closed . Time check : 11.30am . Too early i guess . So plan B , buy food at Sinaran . Wanted Nasi Goreng , but also closed . 1.30pm then open . So boyfriend bought Chicken Rice . While I wait for the western to open , went home and teman boyfriend mamam . Then i bought my Black Pepper Beef with Cheese . Sedapp pe ! Bf's first time tasting the western dish . Suke kans ? Haha !

So he's home nw . I'm bored . Please rain !! Its so warm nowadays !! And having terok breakouts lately . Mummy says the make up I'm currently using not suited to my skin . Ish ! Habislah ! So should I go back to Body Shop or try a new one like Mac ? hmmms ... Anyways , feeling damn sleepy . Tomorrow having course at work . A whole day thingy i guess . Mufti ... Bagus ! Then afternoo for two days . Looks like cannot join bf for the SB chalet .

Random update .

God Bless

2010-04-05T17:21:00.005+08:00

Man

must wear , a while only ... rimas & hot !

da pandai ! heavy plak tuhh ... giler

Saeed

Jas

The pictures on Zack's Gf's Nephew's Birthday

; theme was Hawaiian .

Today's the 3rd night . Someone MC lor what else . Nvm . Extra $$ ka-chings $$ ! Been very hot-tempered lately . Bf's complaining . Setupid ! There's a reason I'm temperamental . Tomorrow is night's off and wednesday off again . Will be watching The Clash of The Titans on wednesday . Sweet popcorn !!!

Half an hour more to go . Will spend the night with Tan KK , Fatimah & Uma .

God Bless

2010-04-01T16:29:00.005+08:00

Annual Leave is over and done with . Back to work , work , work !

Last 2 days of annual leave spent wth boyfriend & Jali . Jali's dad & Syamil . Fishing ! Bintan trip tak jadi due to unforseen circumstances . I was a little tanned from the fishing trip . But still , the sunrise was beautiful that sunday morning . Didn't catch big fish . I caught small ones . hehe ! Not forgetting , I keep on entangling my line with other people's line . More than 5 times i guess . My batu sangkut at the batu in the water and had to have my fishing line cut also . Boyfriend has been the sweetest . Doing my line 3 times . The 3rd time , from 3 hooks to 2 hooks ! He tired already . Till he said , " Line sangkut lagi suroh Jali tolong " . hahaks ! By 3am plus , Jali & Bf da penat and satu-satu nye keburokan terserlah ! haha ! Its like i'm out with 2 girls not boys . hahaha !! Anyway , I really enjoyed the leave , although lots of things screw up . Must always look on the bright side of life . (=

Todays my off day . Thank god . Not feeling well , again . Too much ciggies lor ! Must cut down already . Tomorrow & saturday will be on night shift . Best ! More $$$ ! Meeting the bf tomorrow , going to birthday party and he'll be sending me to work . After my night , shall watch Clash Of The Titans !! My treat this month . hehe !

btw , thanks ey boyfriend for the April Fools ! Buat org cuak je ! Grrr !!

Gtg now. Watching Elllen Show .

God Bless

Guilt of Spending

2010-03-26T21:11:00.005+08:00

Am quite shagged now . Have been doing a little shopping yesterday & today . Pay is gone ! Skejap nyerr ! Cannot have $greens$ in my hand ! Haha !

25th March 2010

Main thing to buy was little sis. birthday present & meet up Wani . Ok . We met late arnd 2 plus . Hehe ! Aku la lambat ! Sorry ye ! Went to Wisma , and bought her GAP t-shirt & 3/4pants . Her wardrobe is full of pink . So a change of colour is needed . Bought her a neutral colour this time . I wantd to pay by NETS but , how forgetful of me , I left my NETS at home . Lucky I had enough cash on hand . After that chilled at Starbucks with Wani . We catched up on a lot of things . Its been like 3 years plus since we met . Rindu sangat ! Glad for her that she's gonna start working soon . Shall have shopping trips together next month yaw !

26th March 2010

I went to Tangs tdy . Looking for perfume . Thought of buying Lola by Marc Jacobs , but scent is not what i was looking for . I want more of flowery-sweet scent . So I tried Paul Smith Rose ( if the name is correct ) . Not bad but ok-ok . Tried the limited edition one in the yellow bottle and it smells much better that the normal one . But the counter staff said it wouldn't last long cos its Eau de toillete (if i'm not wrong) . Finally , I tried Lanvin La Rose . Exactly what I was looking for ! Bought the perfume and otw to Bugis Junction to look for my concealer . Dah habis liao ! I promised my self not to give in to temptations at the counter but no use . I bought till $100 . Then got $40 voucher . So ended up buying more . Got make up tips from the staff there . Bought the two-way cake , liquid concealer , highlight for the eyes , brush . Then went to Northpoint to survey Huda's present & buy Tako , favourite ler ! Went for threading at Yew Tee and finally home sweet home .

Thought there's no food at home . Skali Mummy cooked Sambal Prawn . And the prawn big also ! Seedaaapppp ! So tomorrow will meet bf . Hopefully there's a good plan k . My al is screwed up enough . ok eyes tired alrdy . Wanna cook mushroom soup for supper .

P.s To dearest cousin Fira , thanx to you I'm addicted to Stage . Miss You babe !

God Bless

2010-03-24T16:51:00.004+08:00

( fuckking chubby lor in this pic !! )

Out with bf & family yesterday . It was last minute dinner at northpoint . I forgot the name of the restaurant . I know I was damn satisfied with the dish i ordered . I ordered Cutlet & Cream Pasta . The white sauce was so creamy ! Delicious ! Boyfriends ordered BBQ Chicken Steak , Mom ordered the same too . Mike ordered Chicken Mushroom . Bin had his fries & powdered cheese ! hehe !

Yesterday enjoyed my day . Played with Bin & his train set . He's like super active smlm . Kacau the uncle also . Hahaks ! Kesian u , tk dpt sleep properly. Then while watching CSI Miami , Dad brought home mee goreng pedas . Wah ! Fucking spicy tau ! Wanted small portion only . Then Mom clever , take small portion in the pinggan , then the rest in the packet for me & bf . Banyak tau ! Nvm , as long as share with bf dah ok . Kalau tak tembam lagi aku ! After CSI the family send me home . Sorry boyfriend , i keep on shouting at ya before sleeping . U know la i kan cranky bile nak tdo . haha ! Must have TLC ! haha !

Today bf's working so , i'll be gd girl at home . so bored ! Nvm . Besok payday ! Find present for little sister , do my nails and hair . Its time to do something already . Dah tak betol rambut ni ! Shall go with Wani !!! The long lost primary sch BFF !

To Julaina : We shall go Newton and indulge ourselves in seafood on april fool's day . Hopefully if I'm morning shift or off ya !

Godbless

2010-03-20T17:41:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 12th BITHDAY NUR SYASYA ! MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE ! JANGAN NAKAL-NAKAL !

Work is awesome today ! When you work with people who knows how to work surely evrything's gonna be smooth . Was in the nursery today with Mei Yu & Cicile . And with Dr. Tony , the nursery will crack upside down . Hahas ! Crazy bunch of people . Cicile really made us laugh . She has to get referral to ENT . Hahaha ! Mistaking male voices to female voices . Gosh !

Breaktime was spent eating vegetarian food . Nyahaha ! Alah , for today only . Step bagoss ! Kejap lagi je nak daging ! hahaks ! Anyways , online-window-shopping for a while . Using Mei Yu's & Coleen's iPhone . Huhu ! And also showed Mei Yu the eyeshadow pallettes . Can try-try , and experiment .

Will be eating out with Ayah , Nyayi , the uncle & new auntie . The little cousin's will be coming . Banyak nye little , da besar da semua . To celebrate lil' sis birthday .

Bf's at home fighting cockroaches ! hahahahahaks !

Thats about it .

God Bless

2010-03-18T22:42:00.003+08:00

Fcukkiiiing bored ! Thats to summarise the night .

Boyfriend just reached home . Totally not in the mood for anything now . Just maybee ciggies.. Still , lazy to buy , and only have the cigar that bf bought for me from Bintan . Lots of shits happening . Oh god , please let these things settle and let me go there safely . Only god knows how much I want to go .. Tomorrow shall text Shazzy about the trip . Should have rooms .

Not sleepy yett . Tomorrow's pm shift . Night is still young . Its 3 more days to annual leave !

& Sunday's night shift . Yipeeeeee !!

God Bless

2010-03-15T21:52:00.002+08:00

Boyfriend's back from the trip . I can't wait for 26th ! Cepat siket !

He's tanned . Not black but those pinkinsh tann . Dah macam surfer boy lah ! hahaks ! I met Zafirah at the bustop . Rupe-rupenye bace blog jugak ... hehe ! Past few days at work has been super hectic . Especially the NNJ parents . The ward is ok . More c-sections coming everyday .

I'm not at the top of my health now . Started to have the runny nose ! Irritating ! Means not enough rest . Haaaa ! Gotta pop some pills before I sleep later . Tomorrow's off day , so can sleep till whenever .. shiook !

My stuffs are running out too . Gotta top up before going Bintan . This is a so random post . Okay , 2230hrs , there's Terminator 3 . Now its Cougar town . Cabots !

God Bless

2010-03-09T20:39:00.003+08:00

The 2nd day that he's gone . Gone, as in to Bintan first with tha NYP schoolmates . He should be having fun there . Some more the hp no autoroam . . . Get drunk and high dearie ! Enjoy yer ! So later when its our turn , let me booze plak . haha ! siow !

Just finished my 2 nights . I LOVE Tuesday off/am shift . The tee-vee shows are like awesome .

1. I Survived A Japanese Gameshow !

2. Police & Thief

3. Just For Laughs Gags Asia

4. CSI Miami

FAVOURITE LAH !!

So tomorrow , malam lagiiii ... $$ banyak . Hehe ! I sukaaa !

Boyfriend will be arriving on Thursday evening . Selamat Pergi Selamat Balik !

and . . . .

I wanna eat steak already . At Kofu Marina Sq ! The craving is here already !!

2010-03-02T13:49:00.002+08:00

Pichas uploaded .

Bangun je comp . Apa mau jadii . Off day , tkpee !

God Bless

2010-03-01T22:11:00.002+08:00

Everyones asleep .... Snoriing away . hahaks !

After today starts my 3 days straight off in a week . Baik pe ! So looking foward to this ! Can wake up late and take my own sweet time at home . Past 2 days have been not-so-good . Especially been following Dr's rounds on both days . Shits I tell ya ! Especially Sunday . So not gonna do the round with that mo & reg . Pfft ! Like i have a choice . . .

Tdy's are much ok . There's a new house officer in the ward so , very the new . VERY ! But she's friendly . Hopefully she'll cope in our ward . haha ! Its like 4 elective c-sections coming in tdy . Very busy . The prep and all . . . Lucky got Kak Jam & Boo to work with . If not , jeng jeng jeng ! Mati sorang !

Met bf on sunday. Bought Shermeen's gift . And we're suppose to be happily dating . But ended up having tiffs . Suka kan u , buat i makan ati slalu . Bagus ! But end of the day , we're laughing and having fun . This ain't the typical happy ending , romantic r/s . Makan at changi and chilled at changi beach till 8 plus . Went home . But still , dunno the future yet . Took pics . Will update later k bf . I tau u nak gambar-gambar hansem u . hahaks !

Wednesday , will be meeting the group gg to Bintan . OOhhh ! Can't wait ! Overseas w/o parents the first time ! Only with bf & friends . Cepat lah 26th march ! hehe !

Fcukiiin ' Bored

2010-02-26T23:15:00.003+08:00

I'm in holiday mood dahhhh!!!

Pay's in . Settled the must-do stuffs , paid whatever it is that i need to . Very much thinking about March's pay . Cos I have to buy things for Bintan trip already . Money set aside for the ferry & accomodation . Only for spending wise will use the $$ in March's pay .

The AL starts on 22nd till 28th March . There's 4 of us thats confirm going . Farahnysa , Shasha (bf's cousin) , the boyfriend & me . Left okel and the friend to confirm . Hopefully they tag along , if not boyfriend will be the only male around . Hahaks !

Exactly a month before I'm off to Bintan ! And i'm so borrredd noww !! Pfftt!!! Pm shift tomorrow .

p.s really want those colourful e/s palletes !

Goodnight readers

God Bless

2010-02-24T14:11:00.002+08:00

Woke up feeling very fresh today . I slept at 12 plus am and woke up at 12 noon . 12 hours of sleep . How nice . . .

I slept thinking of what will happen , I woke up still thinking of what will happen in the future . If I can make sacrifices for you , why couldn't you ? Why must you risk the future ? Why of all things , you still want that ? Its the most sickening thing ever . If you want me , throw that away . It can bring good money , but no . I don't need a rich man . I just want it simple & normal . . .

2010-02-23T15:43:00.003+08:00

I'm off , FINALLY !

Sunday was suppose to be off . But I had to work morning shift , due to shortage of manpower . Even Fadhillah was called back , from pm to do am shift . Hidayah's taken EL and Shermeen's terribly ill . Finally Lili gotta rush home , coz her mummy unwell . Left me & kak Mahani outside . 2 staff running the ward ..

Lucky total's low . If not dbl shift lah jawabnyer .

So today's off will be spending the whole day indoors . T-vee , food , and comp . Bf's unwell . From yesterday . Kesian u . Mamam well and rest well ok love . No work today kan, so sleep well kays .

God Bless

2010-02-18T19:03:00.002+08:00

I SWEAR I WILL NEVER LOVE OR CARE SO MUCH FOR A FAMILY LIKE MINE ! SORRY TO HAVE A DAUGHTER LIKE THIS ! YOU BROUGHT ME UP THIS WAY .

TRY ME .

2010-02-14T18:57:00.002+08:00

To Adhillah & Barak ,

Takziah. This is just one of God's test for both of you , as a newly wedded couple . There's always a reason why things turn out this way . Let this be a lesson and hopefully both of you will find solution to solve the current problem thats brewing between the two families . Dhillah , please keep to your words . Focus and hopefully you find solution & happiness . Barak , please take good care of my cousin . She's not in a good state i should say . Be there for her whenever she needs you and do not give pressure . She's facing a big loss . Not even you can be in her shoes , eventhough you're her husband . Your son is going to a better place . I wish you both , all the best and do not give up .

2010-02-11T19:17:00.002+08:00

Come home only noisy ! Balik jerr bising , nothing else . Maybe got problem agaknyer at werk . But still , very poor anger management and the kids don't deserve this kinda treatment . Must go out jog . If lazy also will go , pasal rumah bising . Aku dah keje pon no difference ... bahh ... will never change .... whtever -

2010-02-11T14:26:00.003+08:00

March is coming soon . And fuck ! My plans for Bintan are in total haywire ! Mcm sial ! The parents are also NOT helping . Total shit ! Dengan the typical mindset and all that . Tak perlu ! Nvm , won't plan anything , senyap-senyap aku chiow gi overseas sorang ! Amik korang !

Hmmphh !!

Just spoke to Fika yesterday . Kalau lah kau boleh holiday ngan aku kan bagos . Takyah sedih2 ! Pape kau call aku lerr , don't diam-diam .. (=

2010-02-08T18:43:00.003+08:00

Todays weather is fuckingg hot ! Lucky i'm off today . So yesterday , my cousin , aunts & uncles came . Big family gathering . Its Fira's aunts & uncles who came over . So yeah .. My side its very difficult to get this kinda gathering . Tak paham aku ....whtever

We catch up with each other yesterday . Mainly gossips and each other's lives . Fira's having her exams now , and taken a break from work (make-up artist). Can say she's a good listener and both of us have similar point of views in some issues and situation . Resulting in obvious reactions ! haha ! Ketawe non-stop lah with her ! She's a great listener too . I can safely say she has a bunch of friends that really keeps her happy and brings out the smiles in her . A girl that is positive & always works hard for both her career and education . I still have lots more questions to ask her ... Nvm darls ! The next family gathering or we meet up after hours ! hehe ! You know i know ! haha ! Don't forget tau , if got $$ already we shop at Urban Decay ey ? I haven't went there yet . Must go there one day !

Today bf service his bike . Yeah , no more alasan ey ! Bf also having his exams . Same with Fira . He'll be going away frm SG with his poly friends after the exams . Enjoy yerr ...

& me , I'm so broke !!!! Duit dah kering !!! Waiting impatiently for February's pay!!

God Bless

2010-02-05T14:30:00.004+08:00

belated pichas ...

Went to mamam at Al-azhar and terserempak with Hassan, Fafa & the gang . I had Tom Yum Seafood with plain rice , Mom ordered Nasi Goreng Ikan Masin , Boyfriend had Nasi Daging Merah , Mike got Chicken Cutlet while Amy ordered Nasi Ayam & not forgetting Bin had Nasi & Ayam ...hehe !

On night again .. Hopefully its a smooth night .

God Bless

2010-02-01T22:13:00.003+08:00

am bored and now , while watching Cougar Town , i've decided to blog !

Its 24 more fucking days till payday ! I swear i will save up , especially for the trip ! Tulah padan muke aku tak save kan .. & die die need to loose those flabs and weight . Already thinking of yoga . It will help but need to discipline myself . Have been eating what i want , what i like , and i became chubby lorr ! Perot pon semakin cute !!! Stress !!!

Ciikk Fira , saye tunggu lagu awak yerr , can i ? hehe !! This year must and should be a happy year for me . Sick of quarrels , small tiffs and tears under those smiles . Should be happy and i wanna explore the world !

Random

God Bless

2010-02-01T14:11:00.003+08:00

ITS OFF DAY UNEXPECTEDLY !

eat . sleep . watch tv . tutorials . sleep again !

poor mummy is having a bad day at work & on top of that something is making her boil ... hate these kinda people . sickening lor !

God Bless

2010-01-30T20:08:00.005+08:00

welcome to the club Mak Ngah !

Fira Adila ; the lovely cousin & make up artiste

aiyooo ! tembam perr aku !

Just got some cute pictures of my uncle's wedding . With my side of course . All blue and smiling lah . That was on 29th November , when they made a belated birthday cake for me . The pengantin cake has 3 tiers . I thought the kecik one on the top was my birthday cake , skali its the big one ! So sweet of my uncle and my new aunt !! And the Mak Andam for the day was Fira Adilla . The daughter make up her mum on the big day ! Sweet kan ! Of course , my aunt was very and absoloutely beautiful ! Haix , miss Fira alot ! Dah lamer tak catch up yerr awakk .... Hope to have a family gathering soon k , and all the best for the final exams dearie !

p.s i see no hope .. show me the way

God Bless

2010-01-27T22:27:00.009+08:00

me & Ulfa >

Kak Faridah

double frappe & one Chocolate Cream Chip

Huda & Huda ! see the fringe of her's , baru cut & rebond tau !

Nur Huda

candid . . .

CUTE LAA !

shiok nyerr tidoo !

Pizza Hut ; yumyums !

Boyfriend & me

On 25th was shopping spree with the nurses . It was Huda's & kak Faridah's plan . Kak Faridah is on maternity leave . Of course bored ler! 4 months bebehs .. So it was town . Kak Aishah joined us . Walau sakit-sakit pon ... hehe ! I met Huda first at Orchard Mrt . Then headed to Paragon for Mummy's belated present . Pocket lobang yer nurul .... Bought for her Brau Buffel handbag in black . Mummy favourite brand . Nak sangat lah mak aku dengan ni brand .

After which , headed to FarEast to meet Kak Aishah . Mamams there and jalan-jalan carik Fadhilah's birthday gift . We also bought for ourselves stuff . Shopping gitu-gitu je . Then met Kak Faridah & Ulfa . She sleeping la when we met . Cute tau ! Then headed to Ngee Ann city , more shopping , especially at Zara . Tempting ! Susah kalau pegang duit . Bleh abes gitu je ! Then seme dah penat and thirsty , we settled at Mc . Aku pulak nak sangat Java chips . Nasib pt situ ade Starbucks . Bought the Chocolate Cream Chip and chilled at Mc. We headed to Mothercare and Mango . Wanna buy baby stuff for Umyr , Kak Faridah's baby boy and also in search of Kak Aishah's red mango wallet . Finally , at Somerset mrt , we went separate ways xcept for me and Kak Faridah . Kak Aishah went home & Huda meeting her bf .

So we went Marina Sq , i bought my Zenstone Plus mp3 , simple . Love it ! In white . We also went to Kiddy Palace for Umyr's things .Ulfa also shopping tau . Her mummy bought her a GAP t-shirt. Then headed to Bugis cos I wanna buy Stage Cosmetics concealer . Nak try something new . Finally bought Stage concealer , compact powder , mono eyeshadow and eyeshadow base . Sampai $80 will get membership and FOC make over . Ape lagi tak cukup , Kak Faridah also buy the Stage black eyeliner . Total $85 . After which we went to the kids side at BHG at Bugis Junction . Need to make Ulfa's milk cos dah sejuk . I didn't know got a mini play area for kids there , at 3rd floor . While the mummy making the milk , i got the chance to layan Ulfa . Then finally headed home . Really tiring , cos banyak jalan ... But worth it .

Actually this month's pay thought of getting SE Satio. Skali after asking the price on 24th , mak ai ! Mahal nyer . Thought can still afford . Kalau tak makan pasir for the whole month . On 23rd my nights off , i finally decided to buy myself a camera . Also wanted to catch the Tooth Fairy . Met bf at Causeway point. Bought the tix and survey the digi cams at courts . The Canon Digital Ixus 120 , matte black was really eye-catching . Its quite pricey too , didn't know want to pay by installment or cash . Bf calculated , and the interest rate very high , if i take installment . So must give it a thought . Thanks bf ! After the movie the i bought it with cash ! Sad about my $$ decreasing but worth it la , invest on digicam . Tak pernah have my own digicam mah . Puas hati lor , with own hard earned money .

Btw the Tooth Fairy is a must watch !!!! I rate it 4/5 !! My turn to blanje bf movie this month . Eat pizza hut then go home .

Love you bf =)

2010-01-22T17:27:00.002+08:00

Happy belated 21st monthsary my love !

It was yesterday , so i've wished u via text msg and calls . Love you so much !

Today i'm on night shift . Tomorrow too. Then Monday midnight is pay day !! Must make sure my allowance is in ! All the back dated ones also. And i so wanna buy a new hp . Not iphone , most prolly will be SE and like i texted Fadhillah just now , if tak memuaskan , will change to the new SE model thats coming out soon. huhu !

Not forgetting buying mummy's present! Wah , duit abis cepat sia gni . Nvm , sesekali. Jap lagi mau siap-siap go work ! Bf at home already . I really need to start saving . Some of my colleagues have started pushing me to do that . One more bank for savings. But when pay comes in , saving ke mane , duit ke mane .... lols ! Anyway short update .

God Bless

2010-01-19T21:36:00.007+08:00

Today I'm posting up some belated photos . Shopping with boyfriend and family and with Jali & Amy . Boyfriend just went home and missing him already . Shucks ! Mentel nye aku ...

2010-01-11T21:42:00.006+08:00

Nur Adhila & Mubarak

9th January 2010

Fira Adila ; make up artist & my new cousin

After the makeover by Fira

First of all , would like to wish Nur Adilla & Mubarak , Selamat Pengantin Baru .

Wishing you two, never-ending love, happiness and kekal hingga akhir hayat . Dilla you know that i'm here for you kays . Dah halal tuh ! hehe . May your delivery be a smooth one when the time comes .

My saturday was spent in a holiday bungalow for my cousin's wedding. Its a simple one . Although the process was quite challenging but with family support , alhamdullilah , the wedding went smoothly . Was there from friday night till sunday morning . Its was really tiring . Throughout the days i was there , i manage to doze off only at 4am . Berinaikan my cousin , and of course gossip2 after that . But it was worth it all . It was family bonding . Especially with Dilla (the bride) & Fira , my new cousin . Bnyk lah story2 kans . And Fira was also the mak andam for Dilla . Cool ey ? Same age as me and got sideline already . She did my make up and kak ogy's make up too . Made my skin very flawless la ! I tak stop-stop tgk cermin . hehe ! All the best for yr career Fira & for EFB ( EimFira Beauties ).

My babylove came with family on the saturday night . After the nikah and sanding , we had a mini bbq session at night . It was fun . He met my other family members Mak ngah , Mummy and Ma gossip2 while me Fira , bf and Mike was bbq-ing. Bin also lari2 at the garden . hehe . Too bad amy , cannot sleep over . Wrong place, wrong time syg . Insyallah next time kays ? Hehe ! The next day , bf fell sick . Kesian dier . Bnyk bbq smoke go inside yr lungs agaknyer . So during my night shift on sun , i teman him on the phone during my break time.Kalau tak , i sleep already .

Today , is my sleeping day. And congrats to Julaina bte Dahlan for ace-ing in her GCE O' levels . She got 14 points !! After minus the CCA , 12 points la !!!! Set date & time to Breeks! k ? 2 times hor blanja u , for both N & O levels ! All the best cuzzie ! Prove your mum wrong & all the best with the ehem-ehem ! Okay . Bf told me that there's a school trip to Bintan on the 8th-11th March 2010 . Best kans !!!! Ish!! Jealousnye aku !!! Takpe2 . On the later part of March also going oversea with him . Still planning ..... Bali or Bintan .

i'll stop here now . Wanna see cougar town . hahaks !

God Bless

2009-12-30T22:58:00.002+08:00

Its been continuos shopping spree these 3 days .. I'll be very brief .

Sunday was shopping/window shopping with bf's family & friends. Jali , Amy , Mike , Ma, Bf & me. Headed to Ion Orchard , Paragon & Bugis St . I got myself 3 shirts , bf got himself jeans and Amy got a shirt .

Monday was a last minute plan, Jali , Amy, Bf & me , cos I didn't get to buy my necessary stuffs. We went to Marina Sq, Peninsula to find shoes & jeans . Ended up getting shoes and ate western at Kofu . Had to chiow early cos Jali had to book in by 10pm .

Tuesday was work WORK work WORK ... Although in am shift & feeling VERY sleepy , I went to Paragon to buy my new working shoes . Pricing wise was actually $89 . When the scanned the tag , it was on 50% off ! So , it was like $40 . Baik pe !! That really made my day . I went to Northpoint after that , to buy the Levi's Signature jeans . Unfortunately , the colour i wanted didn't have my size . So , planned post phoned ...

Wednesday, today , went to Marina sq with bf . Had covered a lot of things and bf , for 1st time ever , shopped in Zara Man . Ape lagi ? He bought from top to toe lah ! As for me , we went Novena after Marina Sq . Bought my Levi's signature jeans . Happy & very very tired !

A very goodnight to all readers .
God Bless

Nk tdo !!!

2009-12-21T13:46:00.003+08:00

Pay's in but yet to spend. Impatiently waiting for sunday. Surely there will be lots to carry. We'll be going by public . Fika & Risa tk dpt tag along .. gerramm! Tdy I'm free also they both not free leh ... Bf was laughing histerically on the phone when i told him takde plans and tak jadi . ciis ! The ward roster came out late , VERY late. Sunday is my nights off . Shopping will take place evening and night .

And i just placed an order from Hot Blog Shop. The brushes! Meeting up before work, on Saturday to collect the items ! yay ! =)

Anyhoos ! I bought bf GTA 4 ; Episode from Liberty city on Saturday. He's one happy guy ! I love u truckloads baby !

I'll update soon yeah !

God Bless

2009-12-18T12:37:00.002+08:00

Yesterday , was on am shift . Can't sponge my patient's .. Sheesh !

To follow dr's rounds when SN's are not enough in the ward .Damn i was nervous ! Lucky the MO's and HO was friendly . I SURVIVED the rounds ! 10 points for me ! Its first time for me . Not knowing what we're suppose take and give dr's if they ask for a v.e , before the rounds the SSN guide me and even the dr briefed me along . The dr's are really nice , but not ALL are nice . There are some nasty ones , not with patients but with us nurses . =)

This evening , the ward is having a year end party . Not really a party but gathering and eat out at Balithai buffet @ novena . Will be meeting my huda at 6.30pm later at novena mrt stn . Meeting the rest at the restaurant. Can't wait for shopping next weeek !!! Pay's in already !!!!!! HAPPY LAR !!! I'm really going on a shopping frenzy !!!

I miss my dear babylove !!! Meeting my baby tomorrow for a movie date ! Rindu sgt lahh dgn kau Mohamed Farhan !!!

2009-12-14T12:56:00.003+08:00

Just finished my two nights . Tdy's the 1st day off in the week . No more free preview channel to watch . Told mummy to subscribe starhub again , but nono from her . " after adik kau nye PSLE then aku consider " . Lamernye ! Nvm its for the best anyway .

Was blog hopping . Came across few blogshops will most prettiest and goegeous dresses ! Tempting ! Waiting for the pay day in 4 days time ! Bf just called . Tak jadi go motor shop . So need to siap-siap already .

& mummy cook curry daging today ! yumyum !!

God Bless

2009-12-06T11:06:00.004+08:00

Last day of my Annual Leave . Goodie !! Its quite bored at home and in Singapore . AL is only interesting when you've planned overseas trip or just a short getaway to some other countries , janji bukan Singapore . I missed my babies cries & wailings . hehe !

Bf's coming here later . Amy will drop by too , maybe .. Nasi goreng sambal jawabnyerr . Just now favourite aunt came . My uncle's new wife , new as in the newlyweds . She's those glowy and energetic , hip aunt , who talk about almost anything . But , tapis jugak yerr .. Invited me to go bertandang ( is it the right malay word ?) with them . Nono for me ! Mum & lil sis tagged along . So , i'm left at home waiting for dearest bf to come .

Nowadays I updated my blog damn regular . Because nothing else to do , and also cos there's a lot of activities going on , plus i don't wanna leave it too dusty . (=

Nak makan oranges noww !

God Bless

2009-12-05T14:04:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was supposedly a date with Amy. But since bf class was cancelled , he decided to join us . Amy passed her PSLE , so as promised , eat out at Pizza Hut . Went to Marina Sq Pizza Hut . The service there was good . The waitress was observant and just a short waiting time for our food . Amy ordered Beef Lasagne , bf wanted Garlic Bread badly , i tried their turkey bacon cabonara and we ordered a medium Super Hawaiian Supreme . The cabonara , can be better . Somehow quite regret not ordering the Chicken Royale . You're right bf . I'm regretting now . Amy didn't take in much . She left her 1/2 of the lasagne and the 2nd pizza was divided into two , between her and bf . Then kenyang already .. I told them there's desserts later . Mati-mati pkir ice-cream Mc donald's.

We headed to Topshop . Bf wanted to buy his tops . Spotted one playboy tee , its nice but , syg kalau nak pakai tunggu lah lamer2 yerr ... While he's trying out his stuff , amy & me went to the ladies side . I wanted the Saggitaurus necklace so much . Isssh !!!! Temptation larr !! Bought the tee's , then went to Creative . I wanted the Zen Stone Plus, black . Too bad left with white only . And they've stopped the production . Stress ! I don't find the mosaic nice . Just want something simple & easy to download music . We hopped by Crocs . I saw the new black pumps ! The price is affordable too! Will tell dear Fadhilah abt this . Cos we thought of buying another black working shoe, similar to Croc material . Its at Paragon , but quite pricey ; $79++ . Stop by Puma , the pumps , similar to my wrking shoe , only that its shiny , glossy surface and grey in colour . Really want those! I have always been wearing slippers where ever i go . Except for occassions that i wear heels .

Finally it was dessert time , so tadaa ! Its Swensen's ! Amy: Chewy Chocolate , Bf: Coit Tower & Me : Banana Crumble ! Then headed to bf's crib . Bf went home first cos Bin is staying at Bibik's home till next wk . Nak play with Bin .. Amy & me went pusing2 at Northpoint . Tgk2 baju at Punkstar , BodyShop for my blusher , my contact lenses and window shopping elsewhere . Went to Singtel shop , to check for SE Aino & SE Satio prices w/o contrct . Still quite ex. I guess i'll be buying SE Satio like March . Means that the next pay ; shopping !! Not forgetting Christmas ! Look for stuff to exchange with Shermeen Lee . hehe !

Specially for Dewi Jelina Ayu aka dehwee ,

She's going Japan next Sat . And yes 3 of us shall meet up . Me , you & Ernie ! I really hope I can send u off to the airport . I'm missing the both of you very much !

For bf , I love you . I enjoyed the whole time with you yesterday with Amy . See you on Sunday baby . Then we , eat nasi goreng sambal together . (=

2009-12-02T13:04:00.002+08:00

Meeting boyfriend tdy ! Jogging date . Then we're gonna sit infront of the tee-v screen ; watching Paranormal Activity . NO MORE JUNKIES , oily foods , chocolattees , chip ice blended . Gotta loose those pounds and ugly flabs !

p.s no room to stereo type / calling gemok or whatsoever . Fuck that !

2009-12-01T15:49:00.003+08:00

Just a short update . Uploading random pics on 29th november 09' . No , not the birthday boy pichas , but me & nana's from our uncle's wedding . Anyhoos , i missed the pictures of me cutting the cake at the wedding . Most of them are in the bride's photography camera . Shhits !

Yesterday , jogging was replaced by 2012 . Me & bf went to watch it at GV yishun . Nearest is the best . Some parts were humour , some are really quite tear-ry .. i'll rate 4/5 . Ended up not jogging . Then the family fetched Amy from the cousin's crib & send me home . Unfortunately , bf's keys were left with me . The bike keys & house key. Called bf and told him i'm returning the keys , on my way in the cab . He was damn reluctant and refused to let me return the keys . Ended up quarreling and yao-ings till i reached his house . Finally returned his keys and situation settled . Dad fetched me home from there .

Btw , Dad introduced me to a new brand of ciggies . Yuh , ciggies , very suprising .. The Marlboro Ice Blast . He says that u need to press at the ice ball then u can feel the cool minty taste . Well he'll bring it home tonight for me to try . I forgot to gigi-biru pictures from bf's mobile . Have to wait for Wednesday lah to upload birthday boy pics .

I wanna eat . Laparr !!!

God Bless

2009-11-30T14:20:00.007+08:00

Had a blast on my birthday . This year was the best ever !

Thanks to boyfriend , Jali , Amy , mummy and Syasya ..

Finished quite late from work on 26th November . Before that , during my dinner break , boyfriend told me that he won't be able to meet me on midnight as he's going to masjid kampung with Bin and ayah see kambengss . The next day is Hari Raya Haji which falls on my birthday . So takpe lah . Janji 28th got the suprise bash for him . Finished worked quite late around 2145hrs . Then headed home as usual . Mummy called when i'm in the bus ,asking where am i . Told her i was otw home in the bus , told her to go home first . No need to wait at the bus stop cos i'm still quite far . I also texted Jali asking him about 28th and finalising the time and venue. Then mummy called again . This time saying that she's at home and told me to ' jalan baik-baik ' , ok , sounded weird but who cares . So when i reached at the bustop , walked home . My house was all dark . Quickly open the door , switch on the hall lights and open mummy's room . Suprisingly , lil sis. wasn't home . Me told mummy was applying her face cream . She said that lil sis. was at my cousin's house cos my cousin got her PSLE result . Then I remembered that Amy also received her result . So i wanted to call . But mummy said ' tkmo call mlm2 . Budak tu da tdo . kacau org je kau ' . Suddenly , SUPRISE !! And the birthday song came . Of course i screamed . Terperanjat la ! It was bf , jali , amy and syasya with the cake . Happy sia ! I was smiling from ear to ear . Then after cut cake , bf handed me the present . Big box u noe . Then it was under lots of wrapping paper and newspaper . From a tin box to a small red box to a silver ring box . I was shocked and damn suprise . When i open , its a ring ! A diamond ring . Touching laa ! I cried then bf wear it for me . Mummy also cry a bit . Haha . Very touching u know .. They stayed till 0015hrs . Rupe-rupenye suprise bash da tak jadi cos syasya & jali pecah lobang . Korang dua can sit at the same house lah . Ayah fetched them home , after that.

On 27th evening , went somewhere . Only berdua sahaje .. hehe .. Enjoy laa ape lagi

On 28th , we celebrated all november babies birthday . Michelle , Jali , me & boyfriend . With delicious food and a very kecoh celebration . Sabo-ing time , bf's seluar koyak . Thinking that Jali was chasing him with the spray , he want to loncat over the barrier , skali , koyak .. besar nye koyak ! Haha . Then i gave him the presents . Mike gave him electric guitar . Member smiling 24hrs . Thanks to Acit brown , Okel & gang , Adao , Ayu & friend for attending the bdae bash .

On 29th , ate out at Breeks ! Birthday treat for bf . I orderd Lamb Rack while bf's Chicken Pattie with salad , appetizers ; Potato Island & Calamari Rings . Massive attack not up to xpectation . If i have known , desserts have gone swensen . Then headed home cos tdy bf have morning classes .

Annual leave has started . So , meeting bf later . Going jogging and my nasi ayam penyet is waiting too . Some pics to be uploaded later after i get from mummy and bf . Maklumlah blom ada SE Satio . Kena pakai hp camera org . hehe . Thank you for everything my sweet dear baby love ! I love you very very much !

2009-11-26T10:21:00.002+08:00

I LOVE YOU & ALWAYS WILL .

29th November 2009

2009-10-26T21:14:00.003+08:00

This year on 29th November 2009 ,

My uncle is getting married . And its a special date for my dear and me . Looks like double celebration . And pretty , lovely kebaya for me , my lil sis and mummy . Specially sponsored from uncle ; Pak Ngah . Surely that will be my night's off ? Hmm ..

Its you and only you Mohamed Farhan

2009-10-26T17:48:00.014+08:00

today is my night's off . Done the two nights ! the 1st night was quite busy . Feedings non stop and 0400hrs onwards admission keeps pouring in . Was very shagged indeed ! But still able to take bus home . To meet boyfriend in the afternoon and send me to work for the following night ,after his Final Theory Lesson . Took the bus and reached home around 9 plus in the am . Called the bf , showered then snored away till almost 1pm . only 3 hrs of sleep , cos bf reached like super early ! I didn't know when i was in dreamland , it was raining in reality . So bf basah kuyup halfway to west side already . The FTL was at jurong so , he stop at my house and decided not to go and change the lesson day to Tuesday instead

Mummy and lil sis barged into the room , waking me up with " Nurul ! Bangun ! An da sampai ! Basah kuyup dier ! Kasi baju ! Bangun !! ". And me with the bacin face woke up and dig the wardrobe for the his adidas shirt and shorts . Wah ! I pulled all my clothes out till i get the shirt and shorts. (bibik forgive me , tambah kerja untuk kamu) Kesian tgk my boyfriend shivering in the wet clothes . He changed then watched tv with him , then dier ngorok pt sofa . Accompanied him at the hall , till he wake up . By then his baju dry already . So he changed and we went to Sinaran buy nasi goreng sambal . He's sweet lah , blanje me 1 packet also . He kept telling me to get some sleep , cos i just finish night then only few hours sleep . Nvm lah , once awake can't sleep . At my house some more , sure cannot one . Then after mamam , we went out early. Went somewhere , then he sent me to work . Finally some love after the ups and downs .

Reached work just nice , around 2045hrs . bf called when he's home , and said "ayg , why never turnback lepas salam i, u jalan teros je . Why turn your back on me ? Ayg no love i? ". Alahai syg , manje nyer u ! I loike ! Not that i taknak turn back , i thought i'm gonna reach at 9pm sharp . Kena maki ngn SSN nanti . Sorry k my love ! Sayang u many-many ! The 2nd night was alright . much better with shorter breaktime and completed my tasks on time . Not to mention with Kak Faridah and Norain around , macam-macam benda bleh bebual . The eyes started to give way around 5am already . After the 2nd night , no energy to go up the overhead bridge and wait for darn 67 . Took cab . Alah sesekali , gaji pun baru masok bleh lah . Slept in the cab and rch home 8.06am . Cepat giler ! Then sleep till 4plus pm . Finally , got enough rest today .

Bf is working later . Dewi and Ernie just texted . So meeting them later around my area . Btw those are some of the belated Hari Raya pics taken with the NYP SW Raya Outing 09' , all the bf friends and kaki's ..

More to update after i get back .

God Bless

Silent Prayer

2009-10-14T15:04:00.005+08:00

To dearest Oshin aka Shafadina ,

We pray for u . We pray for the best , we pray that you will come around soon . Keep on fighting and pull yourself through .

2009-09-14T20:46:00.007+08:00

Fasting month is coming an end now . Its 6 more days to Hari Raya puasa .

This fasting month , I met up with some girlfriends of mine . Finally met Fika , Risa , Nana & Yana . Some , last minute can't make it , but its ok . Its been like , what ? years? Since the last meet up at Bedok . That was secondary school days . Met them on friday . We break fast together . We cam whored after that . Jalan-jalan from TKC to City Plaza and so on . Risa came later . We catched up , chit-chat and went home around 11pm . While walking at the bazaar , we did bump to some friends. I bump into Mayunis and Fazlynna , my nursing buddies . We also terserempak this friend and he used to be my ex classmate in nursing , and co-incidentally ,he's also Fika's friend . What a small world ! I enjoyed that day very much ! Hope to meet you girls again in the future or Hari Raya aytes ! =)

Anyway , This puasa has been quite challenging too . If know i'm not being a wonderful girlfriend . I know i've done it many times and atlast I apologise and i tend to repeat it again . You have been very patient , reasonable and understanding in this relationship . Never fails to make me smile and guide me in life . Although your ways maybe harsh and sarcastic , its your way of making me understand. You may be playful , but in you , is someone filled with love and commitment . I took advantage of your trust . And i'm sorry . I will be responsible for my mistakes . And if you think thats what i deserve then be it . But , i thank u for thinking it over and giving me another chance . Although you said a tiger can never change its stripes . But , i will try and prove it to you once again that I can change for the better . Its you that matters the most . You're the 1st priority in me , and you know that . I love you Mohamed Farhan . I know i won't let go of this relationship . Don't you ever think of that . Dan sesungguhnya , i need to mintak maaf with you big time this raya . hehe ! Love you bby !

Btw , would like to wish these two 13th September babies ; Sarah Khairunnisa ( 19th ) & Julaina Dahlan (17th ) ,
Happy Belated Birthday ! May God bless you with all the happiness and success lovelies !

2009-08-06T15:50:00.008+08:00

I've been busy till my blog is covered with dust and webs

So far working life is okay . Theres more to improve and more to learn .

Would like to wish Hidayu , Selamat Pengantin Baru , semoga sihat dan bahagia selalu . She came in KKH same time as , we had orientation together , that how the whole group of us met and know each other. Firah, Ifa and me attended the nikah . After work we went home , changed and went to the venue . It was at Bedok North Rd . Address was definitely familiar . Thanks to ifa's sister for sending us there .

When we reached , it was after nikah. We went up to the bride's house and , wow ! The bride is stunning and gorgeous la ! But too bad , she changed to baju kurung already . We get to snap pictures with her personally . Lucky us .She invited us to her sanding but weren't able to make it for her sanding the next day cos all 3 were afternoon shift . Sakinah , maznah and wahidah weren't able to make it too . The food was really delicious , especially the ayam lemak cili padi and sambal goreng pengantin . There was tulang also . But too full , cannot sumbat . We had a nice chat with her while eating . We went off around 8 plus . The bride herself needs to rest for the next day . It will be really tiring . Change of clothes and moving to and fro , from the husband's place and her place . So we bid goodbye . Took mrt home with ifa . Firah went off at Bugis to meet her bf .

As u all know , Nurses Day is on 1st August 2009 . Hospital didn't have a grand celebration due to H1N1. So our ward , had a mini nurses day outing at Orchid Country Club . We played bowling. I went there with bf . A whole bunch of us were there . Sister was there too . Puanneswari was the organiser . Parameswary , Kak Aishah , Kak Faridah & Ulfa , Kak Jam , Norain , Huda , Fadhilah & bf , Shermeen attended the outing . We had fun . Although most of the time masok longkang . We also had a good laugh that day ! haha ! Those who attended will know . After the bowl , they went makan at Sakura , Sister's treat . Me and bf went pat-tor , so we didn't join for dinner . I enjoyed myself that day .

And today , its my first ND (night shift) . So i got plenty of time to update . I got 3 hours ++ to chill around at home . 7 plus will start to move off .

God Bless and stay healthy readers .

2009-07-01T21:16:00.004+08:00

Haven't been blogging for a while . I catched up with my gfs past few days . I took my off day to spent half the day with em' . Waiting for dewi to upload those pichas taken at bugis . Finally got to meet up with gfs , Ernie & Dewi . We had all the time to catch up . Best kan korang ? Happy rabak lah ! Thanks for the shopping-shopping tips and opinions ! Enjoy aku ! Of course , bf want to see who i was with, double check lah gitu . Check-check pakai 3G lah .. hehe ! thanks for the concern bf ! Sayang kauu ! Anyhoos, next month , simpan duit , then can shopping together with you girls again !! Looking foward manyak-manyak !

Dengan tidak ketinggalan , bf's having the final week of holidays. He's been very sweet . Have been fetching me from work , whenever he can . Have been pampering me a lot . Although sometimes got kacau here and there , everything is appreciated lah . Of course holiday pun ade time table jugak ey . Spending whatever time we have together . I love you sangat ! We catched Transformers together . The movies is like WOW ! I'm like want-iingg to watch it for the 2nd time !! Missing you and like, counting the hours till we meet tomorrow dearest !!!

Ok , just a short update . And to readers out there , wash hands regularly .

H1N1 is like spreading fast . Keep yourself healthy . Cheers !

God Bless

2009-06-14T13:28:00.002+08:00

Work has been quite tiring and draining . Maybe cos its just a month plus since i started working . So i need some chill & happy pill . Good news ahead , I'm starting shift tomorrow . Meaning , afternoon shift . Its been 1 month of morning duty . Finally, can get some extra sleep . As for Fira , Maznah , Aliffa , Wyda and Sakinah , they started their shift first .

Last thursday , we had our EOP. I thought it was going to be boring . But , the games really kecoh la ! Of course there is values that they want to emphasize to us . Get to meet up the rest after weeks of working . No uniform for a day . hah ! Friday and saturday back to work . That will be the last saturday that i finish at 1200hrs . Dah no half day lah , this coming saturday , pm shift . Saturday me & bf went to his uncle's kenduri after work. Got food under the void deck also . The sedara , aunties and uncles ramai . And also that day , got to meet bf's nenek . Nenek B ! Of course got aunty mi also ! Then we head back to my crib till 4 plus then bf headed to bp , for his friend's sister wedding . They help rewang . Sweet of bf , in anyway can find halal $$ he will do it.

Today bf coming to my crib soon . For now , he's still lazing around at home , drink coffee . Haha ! Then later spend time together ! Hopefully tomorrow's pm shift will be fine . .

God Bless

2009-05-27T18:08:00.006+08:00

Today's the 3rd day in the ward . I am still exploring the nursery and there is still more to learn . The routines in the nursery is not that hard , but you gotta check the stuffs properly . There is more than babies in O&G ward . Of course , I have not touched the other parts yet . Will be learning step by step and of course, i'll be irritating to my preceptor , asking what this and that . Well , I have to be ready for work and fully prepare myself . Morning shifts all the way till the schedule after 7th June 09 is out. Roster wise , its quite different from my ITE attachment. Especially the night shifts . It may not necessarily be , 2 nights and 2 off days . As all would say , we just pray and hope for the best .

As everyone knows , H1N1 has landed in Singapore with its first case. Hopefully it would not spread . And , sooner , we would have to wear mask again in hospital compound .

All 7 of us got our 1st pay last week. And of course , excited ! The amt is more than expected. And so , being the goodie-goodie daughter , sister and girlfriend , I treated mummy , lil sister and boyfriend out . Simple eat out at Prinsep St, Rex . Favourite lah ! I started giving mummy money too . Dah kerja mah .. Ayah didn't join us but , i bought his favourite food . Spring rolls from Rex . This means , raye tak dapat duit !!! Anyhoos , after the main dishes we ate desserts at Swensen's . Enjoy lah ! But still , I need to save up till the next pay . Buying a hp soon too . A lot of things to buy , do and sort out . Just no time ..

Dearest bf is studying and doing his project now. I love you and always will ! Missing you .. I know you can do it k ? I'll be here for you . Jiayou !

God Bless

2009-05-17T13:35:00.008+08:00

First week of KKH has been oryte . We got 2 weeks of orientation . Atleast it refresh back what we learnt in school . As usual all the PPE & PAPR and infection controls are emphasized . Due to the H1N1 flu strain , we have to take extra precaution . Friday , all of us got the flu jab. Its always the cold tingling feeling when the vaccine is pushed into yr muscles. The only jab thats really painful was the Tetanus jab i had last year.

Anyhoos , yesterday was Saturday. Met up with boyfriend ! Missed him a lot! We spent time at many-many places.Surveyed phones that we wanna change to next month . Btw guys , most probably next month , I maybe changing no. this time to line . See how it goes , cos have to inform lots of people and all that . I'll update ya'all personally aites .As for food , we bought sushi together . Watched tv while munched on Cheezels and Nachos , not forgetting Kinder bueno ! And of course , campak2 ice cubes ! Being bf , being sweet at all that ( i puji tau ni ) , he asked Ma to buy root beer , cos he knew root beer float was my drroooliing fav. Only left with the vanilla ice-cream missing . Therefore after jalan-jalan yest , we went to shop and save to buy vanilla ice-cream , but sadly , none . It was left with Neapolitan , the 3 flavoured ice-cream , mango and peach and yam and dunno what . Then , bf clever boy , suruh beli Neapolitan , Vanilla flavour for root beer , chocolate for him and starwberry for me lor . Pandai lar syg i . Hahas ! Then he made me the one u see in the picture , Root Beer with Kinder Bueno . Dalam cawan special pulak tuh . Guilty i ! I made for him in a normal mug instead . Sheesh ! Simple-simple pun , aku sayang kau !

Dah sudah , next stop is today! Bf is coming soon ! Some more , mummy cook sedap-sedap for him today . Fortunate sungguh engkau ! Today most prob will be doing the long waited financial layout , for me . Thanks sayang . Paham-paham ajerlah , kalau duit dalam tangan i ,ada susah siket . Hee . Then maybe we'll be dropping by at lot 1 . See-see , look-look at some stuffs and be at home in time for Monster Inc . haha ! Mcm budak kecik siol ..

Go to go now .
God Bless

2009-05-08T15:54:00.003+08:00

HAPPY GRADUATION NURSES !

Finally , i've graduated with a Nitec in Nursing cert. Happy ? DUH !

Secured myself in the hospital of my choice , Kandang Kerbau Hospital .

[KKH]

Work first and advance further in the future , step by step .

Mummy's happy , everyone is happy , so am i .

Monday, 11th May 2009 , work starts !

Only shoes are missing , hopefully , get to purchase em' in the weekends .

Of course special thanks to:

The lecturers , boyfriend , mummy , my babes , CP mates and those that made it possible .

p.s Wahidah ! jumpe kau monday !

2009-04-23T15:04:00.007+08:00

TWO : 21st April 2009 , first year anniversary with my love; Farhan

Happy 1 year anniversary my love .

We celebrated at New York . I or dered the carbonara .Its really SUPER delicious , love ordered spring chicken . The chicken is soo nice and tender ! Must eat there again lah . The pricing os also reasonable . It pars with the quality and quantity of the dish .

Well , although the mini , simple celebration we had didn't go quite well but its ok . It doesn't matter much , what matters is we're still going strong . Its the first but will never be the last . We actually had a rocky start before its all smiles . I will remember the accident on the day that we're officially together . Then , we had rough times about our past and those times that we lost trust at each other . Its a learning journey for both of us and without these hardships , we would never learn and appreciate each other . I will always love you . You taught me how to be strong , you taught me how to survive , you're the source of my motivation . I really thank you for being patient with my crazy tantrums and attitude . Your sacrifices are most appreciated and your never-ending sarcasm can never been better for me . The love , the concern , the worries and those quarrels we had , really mould this relationship .

Its always you thats in me . I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different, me and you . 27th November 2007 , is the first time we met . And yes , that was a night to remember . And it was also the first time you whispered to my ear , " I love u " . Anyway , we still have a long way to go . I just want u to know , your my only one and no one can take u away . U know i know okey syg . I love you Farhan .

p.s thanx for the anni. wish wyda =p

God Bless

2009-04-23T13:38:00.012+08:00

Two events that's passed .

ONE : 20th April 2009 , Babes outing at Bugis . Nadiah didn't get to turn up . Next outing mesti make it eh !

Well , we planned a few dates . This date was picked by Nadiah . But , unfortunately she can't make it on the day , due to some stuffs she had to settle . So , it was last minute gathering . We headed to Bugis . First time for me eating out at Tong Seng ( i think thats the name ) . Cheap and nice ! Well , it was lucky that we ate there on a weekday . It was said that weekend would be much crowded and noisy . We proceeded to find shoes . Finally after few rounds , Wyda got her shoes and we proceed to shop for formal clothes . But we didn't buy those . Just surveying first . Since I haven't went to Bugis for a long time , i just knew that there's a new mall opening near the Bugis St . It was huge and really , the escalators are like damn high ! Lots of funky new shops opening . My favourite shop was suprisingly there ! I tries on some blouses , and yeah it fits BUT my tummy spoil lar !! So must loose those fucking flabby fats !! Of course we cam-whored ! I no camera lor , so Wyda and Lynn brought theirs . Sorry yer korang kena foward aku ! I'm just gonna put some here . A lot tau ! Maybe my other post , i'll just randomly put it up aytes !

Well , towards the evening , we chilled , chatted about random topics , catching up all the things we've missed out during holidays . Well of course , those fears , those changes we all face . Those hardships we went through , really make this friendship and bonding worth it .

2009-04-08T14:30:00.003+08:00

I'm gonna spent time with bf tomorrow !!

Holidays will be bf , bf and more bf 24hours !! Going to Aunty Mi's house after go kedai motor to do something with bf's bike . We actually called Aunty Mi in advance that we're coming on thursday , so we asked her whether can she cook for us the curry chicken and make sambal belacan . She agreed ! And can see Hassan also if he's not working tomorrow . But in the evening have to go home already . Bf's working ..

Today mummy's home ! And bf is not awake yet ! Time check 2.39pm . Still snoring . Its ok , he needs it , he'll be working later . Miss you love !

God Bless

DATE

2009-04-04T00:11:00.010+08:00

I started off a friday , with an IRRITATING BUNCH OF GRASSCUTTERS!

I was sleeping . As usual , I would wake up like 10am ? With those uneccesary noises , right at the window , its impossible if u aren't affected . And guess what time i woke up ? 8am ! Fucking noisy lar arseholes !

I had a date with bf love today . Best lar ! We went east cost after his friday prayers . Just the two of us spending time together , walking by the shore and cycling of course ! Firstly , when we reached ECP , it was about 4.30pm . We headed to BK first . Both of us are like starving . Its been a while since we had BK . I got a humongous apettite lah today so , i bought Double Whooper while love bought the new topsy-turvy Double turkey Bacon , if i'm not wrong . Love didn't really like the taste so , towards the end of the burger , we exchanged , he ate the whooper and i ate his .

Then we headed to the bicycle shop . The one with the thailand statue . We put our stuffs in the locker and we chose our bikes . The assistant down there , was not Singaporean . Love and me picked up the $6 bike , same ones , then suddenly the person said " maybe u can't take the smaller bike ?" . Eh-eh ! Aku pendek sangat ke , yg kena amik basikal kecik-kecik ni ?! Gave a staright NO to the person and paid at the cashier . Sedap je suroh amik kecik-kecik .. Buta kot !

We cycled to the end , pass the outward bound site and then cycled back . We stopped a while at the batu-batu seats and park our bicycles there and we jalan-jalan at the shore . I really enjoyed that part ! Took few pics then we headed off back to the bicycle shop . We changed and bf send me home first . As always , he will doze off when he hits the sofa at my house . So he went home like 11.10pm.

Before we went off from ECP ,we chatted and he said that he's making up for the lost time we had , when he's so engrossed in his games and stuff . He hoped i enjoyed today and i got a warm hug ..

Sweet kan sayang aku ni !!

I LOVE YOU MANY-MANY FARHAN !

Hopefully they will be many more days like this to come .. Insyallah .

Have a nice sleep ya'all !

ITS FUCKED UP BORED !

2009-04-01T17:02:00.004+08:00

TODAY IS B-O-R-I-N-G !!

Holidays are nice when it comes once in a while . When its like 1 long stretch , it wouldn't be too nice , especially if you have nothing to do and you're stuck at home . Today , I had to settle issues with my meimei in school . Cry and panic on the phone with mummy , why ? Because no school money . Alarr .. Pinjam cikgu dulu kan boleh . Then can call me mah .. Then mummy also those ikot panic jugak , and kebaboom ! Me and ayah kena dengar lagu .

I'm really looking foward for tomorrow. I'm working lah thats why. Finally, can get my ass out of the house with a particularly goodie-goodie cause . The bf is working tomorrow , so equal lah . Dua-dua ader benda nak buat . If not he'll be the game freak ! And me , the one calling non-stop , boring nyer pasal . I'm having uneasy feeling nowadays . Dunno why .. if anything happen no suprise lah . So anyway , at night will be waiting for ayah , and talk with him . Got father and daughter thing to do lah .

Just a random post .

p.s farhan , wa sayang sama lu !